What to do?

To be honest, winterbreak is going by so quickly and its only been what? 2 days? I've been helping my mom out with house cleaning to get ready for Friday- Christmas Eve party at home :) Vivian Cai and Briana Zhen are coming over that day to chill. I havent seen Briana since that one time after graduation so I miss her like crazy. 

Been picking my guitar back up and writing again on it. Its been awhile since I last written back in May? June? Dont remember.

I was pretty damn bored today, so I decided to take out all my previous journals and read them. My handwriting is horrible so I started typing each and every page out on the computer starting from 6th grade. Some of the stuff I totally forgot even happend. And it brought back a lot of memories. I even teared up on some parts knowing that so much has changed in such a short period of time. 

My birthday was just last week! I had an alright day i guess, but hey, better than nothing. Got a lot of presents though, and I love presents so Im not gonna complain. :) 

Thinking back again to 5 months ago, I didnt expect myself to be going to school in such a different environment. I never would have thought of me NOT going to school in San Francisco. I guess you can say I left my heart there. Westmoor HS is getting better and better. Im happy but at times I get a bit down. All the wonderful people I met here in Daly City really helped me build confidence to keep a smile on my face everyday. I tell myself that its all gonna be worth it in the end and that my decision was made for a reason. Though I still dont quite know what that reason is, I keep moving forward. Im only a teenager, haha cant really do much can i?