Im losing the ones I care the most for..

Feels as if Im growing distant from them. Letting others take and claim them as their own. I shouldve kept in touch, but I didnt. Now its back to bite me in the buttocks. Karma is a bitch. And Im now living with the feeling of regret. One of the worst punishments one could ever ask for. So to cure that feeling. Instead of doing drugs or complaining, Im gonna start doing something about it. But first, Im gonna write about it. Maybe if its good enough, I'll add a tune to it. And if its even better. Im gonna finish it for once. Not halfway like I always do, but finish what I started. And maybe, just maybe, I'll feel a bit  better about myself. Letting things out is what works best for me.