I just woke up from a nap. Im nervous about my report card coming. haha... even though I already know my grades. Not so good. I failed my geometry finals. and practically every other final there was cept P.E. Im working on it, I hate knowing that Im dissappointing people around me. Actually I hope Im not doing that.. but im disappointing my parents and most of all, Im disappointing myself. I dont like that. I know Im capable of doing better, and thats what Im gonna do.
Change is good. I should change my habits. Dont want to say my habits are bad or anything, but they do kinda suck. Midnight cravings...yea thats one thats gotta go.
Im so tired all the time. I cant concentrate or think straight. It makes me crabby. And lately, a lot of stuff has been going on. At times, I dont know how to deal with it cause when I do, It backfires on me. Its like Karma all over again.
Its also New Years. well uh 9 days over.. Someone asked me what my new year's resolution is for 2011. I thought about it, and well I didnt really know. Of course I had those mini resolutions like save money, or get better grades. But then i realized that all my resolutions has been the same for years. But I think all I want is for people around me to be happy, to know that Im trying my hardest at my worst, and to those close friends that are constantly worried for me, I hope they know that I'll be fine sooner or later. Fixing up my problems alone is hard, but it makes me 10x's stronger. I need that motivation to keep my going.
Im so thankful for the friends I made in the past, and most of all, the huge chunk of friends Ive made recently. They just make me smile :) and I love each and every one of their stupid, idiotic, dumbass selfs :D
Just realized how cheesy i sounded there ^...Oh well. I like cheesy things.
I can swim (kinda, but better than before) now!!!!
Iron Chef with Randy, Rob, and Cruz. We're so gonna win it!
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